Just spent a week in the hospital after too much stress, too much grief, too much hardship, too much heartache, too many issues, and too much negativity . . . for being too generous, too kind, too helpful, too visionary, too realistic, too honest and too positive. Not my monkey. For paying someone a year in advance – I got a year of hell. For helping someone back on their feet – I got ripped off. For seeing beyond a past toward a future – I got slashed tires. And, I did not create any of it.
With almost three full days of ICU in the heart center . . . come out on the other side and what do I hear? I was partying too hard and overdosed. Not so! No party. No abuse of drugs. No substance issues here . . .
Nearly died and not from fun.
One thing I can say, ICU and acute care was the most relaxation and non-stress I’ve had since May of 2017.
Today is a new day. The sun will rise in the a.m.